I am mad at everything. I mean every morning I wake up and feel like I’m about to burst because I have to pee so bad. Today it woke me up an hour and a half before my alarm , now I can’t get back to sleep. I hate that sometimes in life I have to make mistakes in order to learn. I hate figuring out how to make time to do really important stuff when I’m already so busy. It drives me crazy that I don’t have the upper body strength to lift heavy things for myself and I have to rely on someone to help me move things like a tv or an air conditioner … and on and on
I know I’m not usually negative but please understand… these are the types of negative thoughts I talk myself out of throughout everyday. It’s kinda like the yin and the yang of me – I wouldn’t be who I am without these thoughts – I usually keep them in my head and try to only let the positive ones out – but for blogs sake I figured I give some insight into the inner mind of me.